My inspirational input from my experiences

Today, I got up and felt like the world had opened a new chapter in my life. I was asked if searching for a woman to be with would improve my marriage and I am not sure unless I see because I know"MY HUSBAND LOVES ME". He sometimes can not emotionally connect on a level I need. I am a bi sexual woman and with the emotional connection a woman can give sometimes no matter how hard a man can not always meet you on that level of connection.

My husband suffers from a disease called Fragile X syndrome which makes things complicated for him to comprehend the things that are happening in life. I have o be here for him and sometimes I know no matter how he tries he can't always be there for me. So I feel that need of connection for me in order to be complete as myself. I have now decided I need to have that as well as being here for him. He is willing to let me explore this alternative to see if it will improve our marriage.

Unless you are true to yourself you can never be true to anyone else. If you hide behind a cloak of darkness then you are not really being seen by you or anyone. You need to open up and let that light of life shine on you and be yourself . Do not let anyone put you down because you are different whether it be gender, sexuality , race or even age. Age is just a number and well race is just a skin color. It don't matter we all feel the same . We all bleed the same way when we are cut. 

The only thing holding us down in society is ourselves because that is how we all were raise. It is time to break the patterns of what our parents and their parents before them. Sometimes there is a better way but we all need to open up and see the whole picture instead of the nice little picture painted by someone else. 

We  need to tell our own stories in our own words from how we see things because we are the ones who know why we chose what we have done. When told by someone else they only have what they see from their eyes not from inside us.

Can you open up and face the world and show the world you are individual? I know everyone's life at times feels like a hurricane and spinning out of control. It is when you finally hit the center of it that you need to stand up and say enough . We do not have to take living our lives as the people before us. We are free and we were born that way. Being human means you were created to make mistakes and learn from them because no one is perfect. If everyone was perfect life would be dull and lifeless. There would be no individuality and there would not be free will because we all would like and do the same thing day after day.

Our lives are decided from the choices we have made. It is hard to break a pattern once started. You will sometimes feel alone but you will be fine as long as you stand up for you and your life. Your individuality is a important thing to have. BE YOURSELF DON"T TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. 

Everyone needs to stand up and be heard. We are important. We are free. We are independent and We are human. I think  peace should be like the song "Contagious Love". We can have it together if we give it a chance.

I feel empowered by exploring and taking a chance at being myself . I am not going to hide me anymore I am coming out from under the blanket I have been under and say "I am here and I am proud to be me. So stand by me or go away". I am gonna keep voicing and maybe I can make a difference by letting people hear me the way I see things and maybe empower someone else to stand up with me. Lets all try being one big happy family by empowering each other to make peace and help one another.